So the milestones symbolizing one year blogging and one year of being single have come and gone. It was indeed surreal for me but now before me lies the rest of my life, unscarred so far and only the greatest gift anyone could ever recieve... the unknown.
On March 23rd, I walked the halls of school and went through the motions of another day. I went the whole day without anybody knowing what day it was or how far I had come. I went the day just like everyone else. It was liberating and a proud moment for me.
On March 26th, I ran into Alex and while it wasn't the greatest thing for me to indulge myself in irony, I went through the motions. I got to see my afformentioned long lost friend (the one who met my Russian penpal, haha). We laughed we talked, we caught up and I had a great time. I went on to win 1st place in Editorial Writing and advance to Regionals for the second year in a row. Score.
But, with everything great come other things we have to deal with. Nate and I had a conversation and he finally realized I'm not slowing down anytime soon and it's best to just let me keep going.
Translation? I scared off another guy. It's a yay/eh type of moment. While (and I'l scream this if I have to) I'M CLEARLY NOT READY for a relationship, a guy who hasn't given up on me after months is kind of scary. Being involved in all this relationship nonsense (or at least getting close) drove me nuts but then again, in the words of John Mayer
"Changes in life are like extra strength Gold Bond Medicated Powder. The burning means it's working."
In case you're wondering where I got this from, I'm on Twitter ^^. Still, very true minus the gross underlying thought behind it. lol
So, what's next? Who knows, but all I know is I've got alot of things to wrap up before school and everything else.
Posts
1 comments:
Post a Comment